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So, after a lot of thinking I've narrowed it down to a few different majors for college. I'm still super indecisive so I might end up doing something totally different. I don't know if I've ever mentioned it before but I've always been fascinated with sharks and all other marine life so I've thought about majoring in marine biology. The only thing is that I wasn't that great at biology in high school. But at the same time it's something I like so even if I wasn't that at it, it might me worth it to go after. Now as I'm writing this I'm starting to consider it too. Damn, I need to make up my mind. As for graphic design, I've always loved animated movies and design so an animation degree would be great. I said graphic design because I found a college nearby me that has a degree that is offered online or on campus that is graphic design with a specialization on animation and motion graphics. I would probably get my associates through them and then transfer to a 4 year university and get a bachelors degree in animation. The other option is cosmetology. I've always love makeup and liked hair a lot but I'm just not sure about it. Mainly because the college I go to has the most HIDEOUS uniforms you have to wear and the salon is a blast from the past, it literally looks like you took a time machine to 1980 and then went into a salon. I know it's so superficial and snobby but it's just all so ugly and dated. It's like my OCD and interior designer in me wants to redo everything. Plus I've seen what 99.9999% of the rest of cosmetology students get to wear, what they want as long as it's black or white. You get to be fashionable while learning something you're passionate about. I've also really been into fashion lately so I've kind of considered maybe doing fashion design but it's more just a hobby as of right now. As for interior design, I'm still really interested in it and haven't ruled it out completely but I'm more interested in animation or cosmetology right now. Every few months I swear I change my mind on what I want to do with my life. I think I won't really know until I actually start learning one more in depth. Like I took a computer graphics course in high school and really liked it and I've done peoples hair and makeup for stuff like homecoming and prom and I cut my own hair most of the time but I've never learned the proper way. I don't know, sometimes I just wish someone would tell me 'Here, this is what you're going to study and do for a living. It's something you'll be successful at but also enjoy.' If only life were that simple and easy. But hey, free will is great and I'm so grateful that I live in somewhere that I can do whatever I want and don't have to be forced into anything. I was more saying it'd just be easier for me at this point since I can't make my mind up. Wow, that turned into an interesting rant. Anyway, I'm starting to figure out things that I'm really passionate about and what I might enjoy doing for a living. I may decide something and then switch majors but in the end I know I'll choose the right thing and be happy. If you have any advice or just want to share your experience when deciding major, let me know down below, I'd love to know.

xoxo,

Wren

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So recently it came out that Facebook will be getting a dislike button. There has been so much controversy about it that I had to add my input. While Facebook creator Mark Zuckerberg has said that it isn't intended to spread hate, that's it's just there for people to voice their opinions... It's total bull. Why would you create or add something thats entire purpose is to show you don't like something or someone? I understand that people should be able to show things they do and don't like but there are better ways, in my opinion. If you don't like a company, you can review it to voice your opinion. If you don't like a public figure you can comment or message them. But why should we have something that will just make people feel like crap? So many 'regular' people get bullied through FaceBook already, adding a dislike button will just give bullies another way to be cruel. It's one thing to review a product or your experience with a company, but to just dislike someones picture or post... As someone who has been bullied and struggles with anxiety and depression I know that this is not going to be a good thing. Say I post a picture of myself where I think I look nice and I'm proud of it and get 2 likes but 7 dislikes. How shitty do you think that would make me feel? How would that make YOU feel? I think the IDEA of a dislike button is good but I know that it will just be abused and used for more harm than good. It's so highly requested and I don't know why. Why would you want to go around spreading hate? Some people say they'd use as a way to show sympathy and empathy like if you posted about a family members death or a crisis. I understand how that would be nice but couldn't you just do that in a comment like you have to now? I posted on mine when my grandfather passed away and it got likes on it but I know it's their way of saying their sorry for my loss and some commented that. Who would actually LIKE that you had a death in your family? I mean, it's just common sense to me. The good news however is that it hasn't been guaranteed to actually come to FaceBook, it's still in the works. I personally don't think it's something that should ever come but it's not up to me. If it does come I really hope that it will be restricted in some way so that it can't be used to bully people or that people use it kindly and responsibly.
I'd love to hear your opinion on this topic. What do you think people will really use it for?

xoxo,
Wren

Note:
I did my research from many news reports to come up with my own opinion but not everything may be factual or correct.

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Above is my most recent YouTube video. I show you my most recent go to makeup look. It's super simple, easy, and moderately natural (a bit bold but using neutral colors for the eyes) For a more detailed, step-by-step tutorial with close up product shots and swatches keep reading!

To start off I used my 'Baby Skin' face primer from Maybelline New York. With a small amount, I used my finger tips to apply it all over my face so that the rest of my makeup has a nice base to start with. I've used this a few times and I don't really like it. I have quite large pores and it does nothing for them. Am I supposed to let it set or something? A lot of over beauty gurus have used this and love it but I guess I'll just have to continue on my search for something to minimize my pores. Maybe I need to change my skin care routine to focus on my pores more? If you have any product suggestion, makeup or skin care, PLEASE let me know!

I next apply my Maybelline 'Fit Me' concealer in 15 Fair in a triangular shape under my eyes to cover any dark circles. This shade is really great because it's close enough to my skin shade that it doesn't highlight much so it can still be used on spots!

My skin likes to be nice and red, especially around my nose, so to cover it up I turn to my Coastal Scents 'Eclipse Palette' and use the green shade. Green is opposite red on the color wheel so they cancel each other out. I apply this all around my nose and a bit on my chin since I get a bit red there sometimes too. I lightly blended them together with my fingertips but then brought in my Sigma F80 Flat Kabuki brush to blend it even more and better. Then I go back to my Maybelline 'Fit Me' Concealer in 15 Fair to highlight a bit down the bridge of my nose, cheekbones, and forehead and then use my F80 to blend those in a bit.

Heading back to my trusty 'Eclipse Palette' from Coastal Scents, I use the darkest shade to contour. I slowly apply little by little in the hollows of my cheeks, the sides of my nose, around my temples, and at my hairline. You don't want to apply too much if you're super pale like me so that's why I take a while and apply a small amount and build it up. To apply it I used my Sigma F75 Concealer brush. It's the perfect size for me, not too big, but not too small. I also go back in with my Maybelline 'Fit Me' concealer on the sides of my nose and down the bridge because I blended it out a bit too far but its an easy fix. Just add a bit of the 'Fit Me' concealer and blend it out to get the perfect contour.

To set and deepen the contour, I go in with my NYC 'Smooth Skin Bronzer' in Sunny on my Sigma F05 Small Contour brush. I absolutely LOVE this brush! It is so perfect for contouring. It fits in the hollows of my cheeks so well and it's small size lets you contour your nose and around your face all in one brush! Anywho, I used this everywhere I put the dark cream concealer and also on my jawline.

I honestly don't know what I did without this blush. It is my go to, number one blush from NYX called 'Bourgeois Pig'. I have others but this is ALWAYS the one I grab. It's so pigmented but very build-able. If you use it lightly, like I show in the swatch above, it's a nice natural flush of color. Whereas if you apply it a bit more heavily you'll get a more dramatic affect. For this particular look I lightly applied it with my Sigma F10 Powder/Blush brush. I apply my blush from the apples of my cheeks back to my hairline. I don't like the look of blush when it's just on the apples of the cheeks.

To set the rest of my face, and tone down the blush that I applied a bit too heavily, I use my Rimmel 'Stay Matte' Pressed Powder in 003 Natural. To apply it I use my Sigma F30 Large Powder brush. I swirl the brush around in the product and then lightly press in onto my face and then blend it out.

To highlight I've been using this amazing backed eyeshadow from Klean Color called 'Pearl'. It's the perfect silvery white color. Most actual face highlighters are either pink or yellow toned but I don't like how those look on me personally. I apply this with my e.l.f. Fan Brush along my cheekbones, down the bridge of my nose, a bit on the forehead and chin, and on my cupid's bow.

To lightly fill in my brows I used my 'Brows Now!' by Hard Candy in medium/dark. I ran the product through both of my brows to add a bit of color and to fill in sparse areas. I was going for a natural brow, plus I'm almost out, so I didn't apply a ton, just enough to boost the look. This product is really cool because it has little fibers in it that help give you brows a fuller look and feel.

To give the eyeshadows a good base, I use a small amount of Hard Candy's Eye Shadow Primer called "Eyes The Limit." I've used this for a while and it's pretty good. It keeps the eye shadow in place all day, plus it's only $6. Unfortunately, you can only get Hard Candy at Walmart.

Using my Sigma E55 Eye Shading brush, I applied Last Sin from the Urban Decay Vice 3 palette all over the lid. The photos make it look a bit yellow/orange toned but it's a more of a creamy nude.

Next, I take DTF on my Sigma E25 Blending brush and apply it through my crease and outer 'v'. DTF is what I would call a semi-matte finish. It's matte with small flecks of glitter/shimmer. It's not pure shimmer or pure matte. It looks really shimmery in the pan but when you look at the swatch you can see that the glitter/shimmer doesn't transfer. Then I go back with Last Sin on the center of my lid with my finger to bring back some of the color that was lost from adding DTF.

To add depth to the outer 'v' I use Defy on my Sigma E45 Small Tapered Blending brush. I don't blend it out, I just pat it on.

I next take Truth on my Sigma E35 Tapered Blending brush. I start by running it across my brow bone as a highlight and then use it to blend out DTF and Defy. It's very close to my skin color, just a bit more pink toned. I don't use much so that it doesn't lighten the other colors.

Going back to Defy, I use my Sigma E30 Pencil brush to smoke out the bottom lash line. I start by first adding a bit more to the upper lids outer 'v' and then bring it down onto the outermost part of the lower lid. I pull the color inward from so that it creates a gradient effect.

I don't have a picture of what I used next, mainly because it was a sample but also because you can barely read the writing on it. I applied Mary Kay's Ultimate Mascara in black on my top lashes only.

I always use multiple mascaras so next I take Wet 'n Wild's Mega Volume in black on my top and bottom lashes. I used to use this a couple years ago and LOVED it so I recently repurchased it since I was in need of a new mascara, plus it's only $3. Some people don't like it and they've said it didn't do much for their lashes. I have naturally long lashes so it works great on me. If you've ever used this let me know what you thought of it, I'd love to know.

When I repurchased the Mega Volume I saw Wet 'n Wild's Max Volume Plus in black and decided to give it a go. I applied it to my top and bottom lashes. I'm not sure how I feel about this yet.

Taking my baked eye shadow in Pearl from Klean Color on my Sigma E30 Pencil brush and applied it to the inner corner to highlight and brighten.

Now finally on to the lips! I take a tiny amount of my Nivea Lip Butter in Raspberry Rose Kiss on my finger and rub it in to moisturize and soften my lips in preparation for the lipstick.

Taking Klean Colors Kleanista lipstick called 'Cast of Spell' I apply it straight from the tube all over my lips.

Next I take Revlon's 'Cocoa Craving' and Wet 'n Wild's 'Pagan Angel' from their Fergie line on my Sigma E05 Eyeliner brush. I add a tiny amount at a time and blend them together to create the final look.

Heading back to my 'Eclipse Palette' from Coastal Scents, I take the lightest skin color on my Sigma F70 Concealer brush and use it to clean up the edges around my lips to give it a sharp, clean look.

And that's it! We're finally done. I hope you enjoy this look. I love the lip combo I created and the eye look is a great look for any and every one. Let me know what you think of this look and what you'd like to see next! I love to hear your opinions :)

xoxo,

Wren

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As I said in a couple post previous, I talked about studying abroad and trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I've still been researching universities but I've also recently looked into au pairing for a few months or even a year. Like I said before I've always wanted to travel and see the world. What better way to do it than move and work there?! I would get to see more of the world but would also have a job so I could stay financially secure. For those of you who don't know what an au pair is, it's basically just a fancy name for a live in nanny but they are from a different country. Or as wikipedia states "An au pair (plural: au pairs) is a domestic assistant from a foreign country working for, and living as part of, a host family. Typically, au pairs take on a share of the family's responsibility for childcare as well as some housework, and receive a monetary allowance for personal use." Basically it's kinda perfect for me. I love kids and I want to see the world and by living with a host family I wouldn't have to worry about finding a place to stay or a job since you get payed. There are a few different programs I've been looking into that help place au pairs with a host family but I'll have a fully detailed post/review up once I learn more and hear back from some of the places. A lot of research should be done. I found one that I thought was PERFECT but then I found a long article about a lot of customers and employees saying they over charge you and/or the small print contradicts what the employees say ie 'You're guaranteed a job and place to stay' but when they got there they didn't have a job or place to stay. One group went half way around the world to find that the volunteer program they signed up for hadn't existed for over a year! BUT with all big companies dealing with hundreds of thousands of people a few mess ups is just going to happen. However, flat out lying or leading people on with false hope isn't something that should happen. I don't care how much money you want to make. Preying on the innocence of naive youth is just being a sh*t person/company. While this all seems so great and perfect, there's still downfalls to everything in life. Like getting homesick, or just regular sick, injuries, holidays away from family, missed birthdays, culture shock, the list goes on and on. It's up to me in the end to decide if the good outweighs the bad. I probably won't be able to afford it in the end so this is all just my wishful thinking. But that's life, you have to play the hand you're dealt. However staying positive about things can only help. If you can dream it, you can do it.

xoxo,
Wren

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